Tuesday, July 11, 2006>
you know, i thought everything would be alright again.
i thought i could pull through.
but no, things just got worse.
no one's hurt me so much before, no one.
if u're reading this, all the best.
anyway i think this is just sweet. its the mtv for mixtape by butch walker.
http://butchwalker.buzznet.com/user/video/play/31088/if it dosent work, jus click on videos and click on the mixtape link.
Can you please, remind me how you feel?
This emptiness is real, I can't bear the thought of it.
and please, remind me how to smile,
I lost track after awhile.
Is happiness so hard to get?
Is it me, or is this over?
Waking up, on the wrong side of your mind.
How could I have been so blind, to see I'm losing everything?
Is it me, or is this over?
As I got sober, I watched you fade away.
anyway, played football with the guys fromga leftfoot and gang on sunday. hell, it was great (: havent played such nice football for such a long time. great guys, great time, great pitch(its carpet grass btw!) a great night. we played from 12 AM till 3AM plus. haha. heres some pics :)
i wana go back and play again. soon, i guess. (:
oh, and they call this place, THE CAGE.
well, soccer lets me forget everything. but once it ends, im brought back to painful reality again. sigh.
sucide notes and butterfly kisses-
4:10 AM
